I came within an inch of leaving Marylhurst and returning to PCC. I actually sit down today to e-mail my advisor in the English program telling her about my decision, but found that I couldn't. Yeah, I really liked the idea of going to PCC and getting a degree -- or a certificate, one or the other -- that would allow me to be a library assistant, but I found I couldn't. Rather than write that e-mail, I went outside to sit in the grass and think.
I'm still not sure what I'm going to do. There is a part of me that wants to return to PCC and get that certificate (or degree) that would allow me to be a library assistant, since I do love libraries. For reasons I'd rather not post on this blog, I feel like that would be my safer option.
But I also love Marylhurst, and I want to remain an English major there.
I'll talk to my advisor. Perhaps that will give me an idea of what I want to do. At the moment I'm leaning towards staying at Marylhurst, but this morning I was convinced that I would be returning to PCC.