I suddenly felt old.
There she was, I'm guessing right out of high school, and brand new to Marylhurst. I, on the other hand, am in my second year at the university, and after a year in the music therapy department switched to English. She was young and excited (or that's how she seemed, anyways), and made me feel old and jaded.
I'm only 21! She's maybe 18! I'm no more than 3 years older than her, maybe less! I'm too young to be feeling old!
The word that comes to mind is: bleh. I've never actually used that word before, so I looked it up in the Urban Dictionary to see if I was using properly. You can take a look there if you so wish and decide for yourself if my usage of the word is appropriate.